Chapter 1 – A Fine Profession

DO NOT READ ON IF YOU ARE NOT 18+

The consummate seductress sat cross-legged on a chaise longue that was as crimson as her feted heart. That secondary bed straddled a voluptuous, Moroccan-inspired, Axminster rug, which added a touch of colour to a boudoir dominated by dark oak. She took a moment to survey the lavish, candlelit bedchamber, which might once have housed Henry Tudor for a night, for all she knew. It was just like many other sanctuaries she had grown accustomed to and those workaday environs no longer held any romance for her. They were as much a part of the illusion as she was. Read more

An Announcement

It has been an incredibly difficult decision to make… but I have decided to self-publish my next book, A Fine Profession. I really have had a hard time of it but I have made my decision.

I feel that I have come so far already and I cannot stop now. I have worked so hard for so many months on building a name for myself and getting a following. I believe in self-publishing and I believe in it because it offers writers the chance to sell their words themselves. There is so much hard work yet but you can all help me with this.

I have been writing A Fine Profession in my head for quite a long time. This year, I wrote solidly from February to April and I believe this book was even harder to write than the whole trilogy combined. I felt an incredible responsibility to get it right. The past few months have been spent self-editing and garnering opinion about what people want from a new breed of erotica… so I have taken a subject close to my heart and exploded it onto the page with some highly erotic scenes and some still touching moments.

The style and feel of this book is not like the trilogy at all. This is a much different outing for me and it is one that I am looking forward to getting opinion on. I never shy away from trying new things and this is what I have done. I aim to constantly challenge myself and my readers.

So, please put July 12th in your diaries and prepare to read a love story which, though unconventional, will hopefully touch your hearts nonetheless.

This is going to be a duo and A Fine Pursuit will not be far behind… Exciting times!! More details to follow very shortly.

Love,

Sarah

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Writing tips and inspirations

It always amazes me how writers differ in their approach to crafting a story or piece of poetry. Some start with a singular thought. A line. A word. An idea.

My literary journey began with the story of three sisters scribbling away in a bleak little town in the middle of West Yorkshire. I felt some affinity with that. I am one of three sisters – and I have a brother too!

Charlotte, Anne and Emily Brontë had each other and were all talented in their own right. It is said they used to sit around the table and carve stories together. A little notebook featuring their scribbles sold for a large amount of money only recently. Why was it worth that much…?

Charlotte must have gone to her publisher with some idea of how good her books were. She must have known. But how do any of us really know how good our own writing is? By the reaction we get from our close ones? Or simply from a gut feeling deep within that tells the writer that what they put on a page is as good as they could get it and that it is a correct and accurate portrayal of all the characters involved?

Similarly, JK Rowling had a First Edition (with scribbles) go up for auction recently and sell for a large amount. But back in the day, she was turned down by some 12 publishers before she got a deal. Then came the franchise etc… Would the other books have been as good if she had not had the power of a book deal behind her and the freedom to write what she wanted? All these questions we ask…

How do we get discovered?

EL James has the fastest-selling paperback of all time. Yet, many claim it is poorly written. Others say Sylvia Day is much better as an erotic writer, and this may well be true. However, a lot of her fans are currently very unhappy… Just how do we draw the line? At a trilogy? But, the sales can’t really lie, can they? Maybe James hit a note at a particular time and in a particular place?

So, I go back to my original thoughts… how do we craft books? From real-life experiences? From dreams we want to chase? From one thought that niggles at us so much until we succumb and spill it? From writing what we enjoy writing? How did Charlotte craft a book that has been often listed as the greatest novel of all time? It has everything: a love story, class struggle, childhood loneliness, rags to riches, a madwoman in the attic, a journey, and so much more besides. Did Charlotte (otherwise known as Currer) simply hit the right note in a time when male writers dominated? Did Charlotte and her posse simply get it right because they had their stories, their books, discipline, faith and fresh, Yorkshire air to nourish them? Makes you wonder.

We need people to aspire to, to be better. How do we extend our vocabulary if not by reading? But are two or three minds better than one? Or can ideas be supplanted sometimes (explored by someone who did not originate it) in a more efficient way than it could have been by the originator?

Everything and everyone around me gives me the tendrils of ideas and I explore them. I find a way to make ends meet or do the dot to dot. The more I write, the freer I feel in my approach, because the more my confidence grows. I imagine that is how Charlotte felt. A tiny little woman from Haworth realised she could wield the power of words and she did so for one reason: imagination. Never supplant yourself, only supplant others. And always, let yourself be free.

Excerpt from Beneath the Veil… one of my personal favourites

The milliner had been given only two hours to deal with her target. She had arranged it so that he would come to her. It was imperative she got in, and got out. She couldn’t risk her identity. As far as the authorities knew, she wasn’t even in the country, so being caught would spell certain catastrophe for not only her – but the cause too.

She was dressed casually, and with her hair pulled back into a tight bun, she looked just like any other library frequenter – except for the black ballet pumps laced firmly around her ankles – easier to perform in. No-one would presume that she was one of the deadliest creatures on the planet.

She sat at the end of a long, wide, wooden desk, reading Balzac quietly, with a polystyrene cup containing her espresso to hand. Even though she could barely see her surroundings, she resisted the temptation to switch on one of the desk lights, knowing the dim lighting would allow her more of the element of surprise. This part of the New York Public Library, the rare books section – with its crowded shelves but few visitors – was deserted save for her.

Like clockwork, he appeared. Smart navy-striped suit, possibly Saville Row. Grey hair, broad shoulders, bulky physique. There were three desks between hers and the one he had chosen to sit at.

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As far as he was concerned, he was finally getting to meet a representative of the group he had risked so much for. He had sold out some good people to finally get his fingers in a few pies. This was everything he had ever wanted. Money, power, success. He could smell it, taste it almost, and he wore his best suit for the occasion. That morning, when he got the message to meet, he had not thought for a second that he would be placing himself in danger. He was not even concerned that the message came from an unknown source. He was simply overtaken by excitement at finally getting what he deserved. Status.

He had joined the resistance to get knowledge of their inner workings, hoping it would gain him respect from Officium if he could find out enough about their enemy. He was fed up of being an underachiever, a mediocre excuse for a man, and a disappointment to his wife and son. He’d never been fit and strong enough to become an agent, since a childhood illness left him without his left foot. He needed more than to be a simple tailor, in a dwindling and dying market. When a client of his, Hamish Maddon, told him about a resistance group he knew of, he had leapt on the opportunity to get in on it. He made promises about using his clientele to gather information. But he had secretly had a very sinister, ulterior motive. He had unwittingly given up Maddon, who had died along with his wife, after he had revealed the location of RAO’s meetings in New   York. However, he had not carried out the act, so as far as he was concerned, he was without sin or recrimination. He simply knew he needed more from life, that’s all, and now he was there – deliriously expectant.

A mildly attractive woman suddenly appeared before him, standing with a book in hand. She smiled sweetly and asked, ‘Excuse me, but do you have the time? I can’t seem to find a single clock in this place.’

‘Of course,’ looking down at his watch, he said, ‘It’s a quarter to two.’

‘Thanks so much, that’s very kind of you.’ She continued smiling at him and stayed standing there. He felt it would be too rude to ask her if there was anything else, but his contact could arrive at any moment, and he became anxious.

She noted, ‘I hear the police are making headway into finally getting hold of the person responsible for the Maddon killings. You know, the heart surgeons? Apparently their loss will now mean at least four dozen people will have to wait six months longer for bypasses.’

He looked up at her face, shock spreading across his. He wondered, but it couldn’t possibly be… He had been so careful… hadn’t he? He nervously stood up. He looked into her eyes, but he struggled to gauge what was behind them. She stood there with hardly any expression whatsoever. That scared him more than anything.

‘Who are you?’ he asked.                                                                                    

‘I’m a friend of the dressmaker. You might have heard of her?’

He wanted to bolt out of the place. He was desperate to just start running.

‘Yes, it was a grave shame about the Maddons. Their daughter is without both her parents now. Imagine that, a young woman without her mum and dad. Being without one would certainly be bad enough, but without both…’

She didn’t seem intimidating, standing there casually holding her book between both hands in front of her. However, her words almost shocked the life out of him. He started to move away from behind the desk to make his escape. However, her book suddenly fell and he was drawn by its flight toward the floor.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw an almost inhuman shadow move with incredible velocity. She leapt up onto the desk he had moved away from, suddenly threw her body in the air and expertly sent a foot crashing into his chest to ensure he had taken his last breath. Then there was nothing. His mass fell to the floor, and she walked toward the exit to the stairwell.

The Complete Ravage Trilogy – available from June 2nd.

Hello readers, this is a little gift from me to you – a sneak peak of the cover for the tri-book edition of The Complete Ravage Trilogy.
 
I would like to take this opportunity to thank each and every person who has helped me along the way. The release of this edition marks the end of 18 months’ long slog. It is really my daughter I have to thank really. Without her arrival in the world, I would never have had the courage to put myself out there. Please keep an eye on my twitter feed and I shall let you know when the book is up. For your support, it will be available at an introductory price. Much love xx

EXTRA SMALL SERAPH

THE COMPLETE RAVAGE TRILOGY, SPECIAL EDITION

JUNE 2nd, 2013 – A NEW, RE-EDITED, RE-FORMATTED, INTERACTIVE eBOOK

Whether you’re a Ravage fan already or a science-fiction fan, look no further. I have packed all three books into one and added lots of extras to enhance the reading experience. Find out exactly how I wrote three novels, each of which is individual. My editor, a fantasy writer himself, has written an introduction which provides an interesting insight into the creative process. He witnessed all the horrors and delights along the way. There is also a Q&A with me, the author, and a whole host of Ravage extras including glossaries, characters bios, music and a run-down of all the many Ravage locations around the world.

The book features a brand-new cover depicting main character Seraph Maddon and will be on sale from June 2nd. I will add it to my Amazon Author Page so you can find it easily. Eventually, I’ll be expanding my distribution so watch this space.

GET LOST IN THE WORLD OF THE RAVAGE…

A Year in the Life of a Self-Published Author

May 2012

I was just a writer with a book she thought was good.

In May last year, I was sitting on Beneath the Veil thinking “I’ll just press the publish button and see what happens.” Quite early on, I had already decided on self-publishing for a few reasons. 1) Because I knew this would be a trilogy and I wanted each instalment to be out there ASAP so I could just carry on writing. 2) Everyone else was doing it. 3) I cross genres and knew (perhaps) agents wouldn’t take. 4) I really didn’t know what I’ve got here. I really just needed to find out.

I remember receiving texts from friends and family who started reading and them saying, “Why have you done this to that character?” Or “No, this cannot be happening. No.” It amazed me they bought into it so much. And people who are not readers saying, “I have shelves full of unread stuff but I can’t put yours down.” It still amazes me that people love that book. It was my first and no other book will ever hold as much emotion and significance for me, because it represents so much progression. And yet, I’ve also learnt so, so much since then. An ordinate amount, in fact.

In the beginning, I got people saying, “What, you wrote a novel?” And me, in my belligerence, “Yeah, big deal!” Oh, I don’t know, maybe I just didn’t want people trying to get in on it. I don’t know. It has taken this full year to come to terms with everything I’ve achieved. It’s bizarre, I realise. Perhaps, it was simply that for me, writing a novel is such a pleasure and a privilege. It really is! There was never a stage where I didn’t really enjoy it. I relished it. (It’s what comes after that sucks!) I go back to my upbringing and I remember being told at eight years old that I could write. I remember burying myself in books at the little local library that is now shut down. Such a shame. I remember feeling that this was something I was always destined to do (I hoped it was anyway). My love of literature would see me put myself through university with jobs in cafes, bars and as a mentor to kids living in former mining communities who needed to know there was hope. There is always hope. I went on to work for the Press Association and lead a team of writers. I also managed to keep some very picky editors happy at a certain magazine I will not mention here. A feat in itself! And so, all these things, have led me here.

Sept 2012

I was just a writer who’d put out a second book she thought was good.

Beneath the Betrayal was different to the first. I decided I wanted a lot more blood and lust in this book and that is exactly what I gave people. A recent conversation with a “non-reader” reassured me that I was right to have a father/son scenario instead (to make a change) and I’m glad that worked out. Book Two was very easy to write. I had almost half of it done before I even put out Beneath the Veil because I needed to be confident I could keep carrying these through. That book out, I turned to the last.

Nov 2012

I was just a writer who had a trilogy to round off.

It was around this time that I realised, “Nobody cares as much about your work as you.” I was getting jaded, it was true. I was tired and felt like I had not much else to give. I quit my day job for a few reasons, but mostly to give me some time to reflect. (I have written all these books while looking after a baby too). I am lucky in that having worked as a journalist, I am trained to flip in and out of writing mode so when my daughter’s asleep, I can flick it on and off and dive right in. But, that’s not to say juggling hasn’t been hard. It really has. I’d gone from May 2012 (having about 3 twitter followers and no marketing plan whatsoever) to a lot more followers and some people seeming to show an interest in my work. But still, I really didn’t feel I was getting anything back for all my work. I felt there’s still a lot of negativity surrounding self-publishing but then reminded myself that even best-selling, critically-acclaimed writers still have their cynics.

I knew I had to end the trilogy to the best of my ability. Perhaps I ran wild (it’s 160,000 words long), but it had to be a journey that would satisfy Ravage fans. Somehow, BTB left me with loads of threads and I had plenty to play with. I really had the opportunity to see what else I could do and I tried to do it! I just went with my gut and pushed out another book like it was the birth of my third child. Not as hard work as the first but still a little difficult, because it was a big bleeder. I shook off my doubts, lethargy and exhaustion, and ploughed on. I had to. It’s what I’ve always done. There were so many points along the way when I could have given up. I really could have done. I almost didn’t go to university to study English because I had an opportunity to train as a Retail Manager (if I’d wanted to). I also nearly fucked up my A-levels because of one thing or another. However, I loved studying English and it led me here. I loved writing TV listings for seven years, because it led me here.

Feb 2013

I finished the trilogy.

December 2012 was when I finished writing. I left it there and had Christmas off. My hubby and a few other people read Beneath the Exile and were stunned. I went back in January, did a couple of edits, but felt like I really had nothing else to add at that point in time. I put it out and just thought, “I have to distance myself now.” I’d spent almost 16 months living and breathing those three books and I had to just let go. I needed perspective.

May 2013

I got some perspective and wrote an erotic novel with ease.

I know that The Ravage Trilogy deserves its due and it is now going to get it. There are lots of people who will get pleasure from these books.

I have just written a 100K-word erotic novel in two months. And I hope, I really hope, people who read that really see what I’m trying to do here. I really hope they do and are inspired. Words are an escape, but also an expression; a medium through which we can explore our lives and people around us without targeting anyone in particular.

There were so, so many times I could have given up. And I didn’t. Why? Because this is something I utterly, really and truly, adore. I do. Writing to me, is, life. I won’t ever stop now. A year ago, a seasoned writer told me he didn’t know of any phenoms but he was willing to be proven wrong. I will keep going until I prove him wrong. Perhaps, the greatest story we can ever tell is our own, but I’ve never been that keen on that…

My Writing Is Changing Tact…

I yanked this from the archives because it gives a taster of what is to come from my next work…

 

One night only…

 

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A warm embrace
Intense tenderness,
A time to find grace,
And the endless, soft caress.
 
Rampant desire,
Quaking, trembling mouths,
Reaching for something higher,
Toward unspoken, unbinding oaths.
 
Unending exploration,
Calls of agony and ecstasy,
Respectful dedication,
Totally freakish, piqued anxiety.
 
Two beings wound tightly together,
In appreciation and artfulness,
Able to find even the stroke of a feather,
So damned boundless in exquisite, required faithlessness.
 
A kiss, a touch, a word, a whisper,
A hand, a finger, a thigh, an arm,
A glance, a cry, a sigh, a whimper,
A moment, an encounter, a world… placid calm.
 
All what makes the temptation sweeter.